Excerpts from Diaries Past: because blogs aren't the only places where I talk to myself

January 31, 2001

When I told you my eyes just don't cry no more

You left me stranded there at your door

By and by,

I've always been there

By your side

And now you've left me, alone, to cry.

Everyone goes through emo stages. I just went through mine at an earlier age.

March 28, 2001

Dear Diary,

Sigh, I've gotta say, Janey is all a person could wish for, beautiful, exercises a lot. Not too smart though! All I am is smart, smart, smart! Besides, DM (code name for my crush at the time; Janey was the contender) isn't made of the same material as I am. He's athletic and don't do work well. I'm the opposite! Sigh, should I just give up? I'm confused. Someone help me?

That was emo too.

January 5, 2002

Only one more day till the vacation's over!! Nooo! Oh, and the L.O.T.R guys name (in the movie) is... aw man, it was... or... Lag... Lagerons? No, Lag something. Real name, Orlando Bloom. I went on the internet and got pics though. I woulda had 4 or 5 but 2 didn't come out so now I only got 3 pics. Rats.

Thus began, what was later chronicled in my diaries, long periods of infatuation with certain movie stars. All of them British.

August 1, 2002

Dear Diary,

Hiz, Yup I just had mai first day o skool... the horror. Getting lost... not bein able 2 open mai locker... getting scheduled to the RONG CLASS! And then missing lunch because of waiting for a guidance councelor hoo would put me int he RITE CLASS, who never showed up!! GRRR!

But, none de less, it wasnt that bad. Thank god for good friends and pretty nice teachers. hope 2-morrows a betta day!

Wish me luk!

Yup, a couple months before that I started to use aim. How ever could you tell?

Oh it's strange to read through these again.

I wrote a lot, damn.